I can’t keep up with the little mo-fo (my brain).
I have 18 tasks on the go simultaneously and apart from completing snippets of bilge and smoking, the rest is just basically me making a massive mess
Pooey environments don’t help with the concept of calm…
But it’s a continuous battle, just clearing up after myself
I need to bloody meditate or something, but I don’t know where to start
Plus, there’s no point trying cos I will forget in 6.3 seconds that I’m meant to be meditating, and it won’t be til I’m shuffling evidence papers 15 minutes later, that I’ll remember I was meant to be meditating! 15 minutes ago! (Small zone outs are allowed but 15 minutes is complete un-dooo-ance!)
But I know not where it is
Roll on sleep, I might even have to get on tut ‘Pam’ train if this continues, it’s been a lot of hours…
Oh Man, it’s nearly 3pm, 18 jobs, very little progress, very noisy brain = One drained lady!