Daily Archives: August 14, 2012

Holding On to Let Go…

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Being a drinker from the positivity cup for quite some years, I developed a great skill, or what I thought was a great skill. An ability to forget the person who caused me pain when I almost remembered them. What I didn’t realise was this skill was making me extremely sick. When I thought  I was forgetting, I was actually losing my mind in the process. On the surface I was winning, but inside I was rotting; rotting because I was ignoring the poisonous effect of letting go on a conscious level, when my sub conscious was crying out to remember

So now, I have to find a new way. A way that integrates the old days with the new. Or so I thought…

The truth is, the only way is the old way

There is nothing positive about having your heart-broken, the old way knows this, so once again I am a slave to my meandering thoughts

The things that remind me of you have to stay in my conscious mind Read the rest of this entry