A Stranger In My Psyche…

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When you’re close, I feel the wonder of your joy

You and others say you never leave anyone alone

You are always ‘nowhere’ so you can be ‘now here’

Where ever that may be

So maybe it’s me that has travelled tonight

Unknowingly and unwillingly I have left your side

Like a child, I feel fragile when I can’t feel your hand in mine

Sometimes I don’t like my needs

They remind me of my vulnerability

And then you are here once more, telling me in words that make sense to me

That I can do this

I don’t feel like I can, not right now

But I really do trust you! So I will choose to believe in the faith you have in me

Even when my feelings confuse and frighten me

Please come back when you can

I’ve lost my way again

I’ve landed slag bang in the middle of the part of me that I don’t understand

Do I need to let go or grab it?…

I need your hand, please don’t leave me tonight

….

“I’m right here” he said

“Keep walking around that place inside that you despise, I sent you there so you can learn to familiarise yourself with your weakness. Your weakness is not what you perceive as your darkness”

“I am your torch, I won’t ever turn the lights out. I am all you will ever need, and more…So so so much more”

….

I Love You

“I know you do” he said

“I Love you too”

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About Littlebeut333

'Random Spillages from a Reportedly Strange mind’… Hello all :) I’m Dawny, the littlest of the Beuts..and my brain spillage content varies from the profoundly philosophical, to utter bilge ://…Life is my inspiration. I write about friends, love, the soul, society, shrinks, people, labels, home, mothers, perfect moments, dirty politicians, music, pain, beauty, women, religion, god, mental health, the demise of humanity!!! etc…hence the ‘random’. All spilled through the eye of my ‘ever musing, slightly philosophical mind’. Although I write mostly for enjoyment, and to empty my oh so busy head; sharing my snippets appeals to me, and I also love reading the thought trails of others. I would be most chuffed if anyone comes across my page and has a browse (and if you do, thanks in advance). I guess the biggest compliment would be if, for you, my rambles are either :- slightly different from the norm, enjoyable, amusing, unenjoyable, and/or thought/emotion provoking. Whatever them thoughts or emotions might be…The good, the bad, the ugly..and everything in between!! ;)… I accidently fell in love with writing a while ago, and from that time, my inspiration has come solely from lifes varied encounters, feelings, knowledge, memories and thoughts. Welcome to my archives, to some sections of my mind :0 Dawny

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