Cos I care, and I really hope you do too, and if that means you dont care about me but you finally care about gods love…(not a human unless he must be, as I believe he needs SPACE!) my life will be worth every second, cos leaving the world knowing you left gods love as knowledge would be a pretty amazingly fab swap for losing everything else, for talking too much truth and too many lies…I am grateful for His uber love and I know if I’m the 1st, he’s gonna be chuffed to bits with my love for the force/him/her/it…
When the ego dissolves completely it doesn’rt matter who gets the job done, were all equal in his eyes, i’d swap human adoration for divine understanding and mutual appreciation anyday of the week. I did some time ago, well I began the shift a while ago…Why? Cos it Rocks 🙂 and that means I love it in Dawny language. Life however, seems to be less and less appealing as time goes on, but I swear he will continue his work in me, and I will wanna live more than I wanna die, maybe it’s cos it’s definite peace, god or no god…peace is so very appealing to a human, especially as we age! With God comes Peace, cathartic and pretty incredible moments begin with faith immediately, the sadness of the trade off and the facts takes a while to get over, but I will bounce back…AGAIN! Hard as Nails and Soft as Shite simalteaneously
When we are all children, its intensity rules all
And the very next heart beat after we first feel it, the fear of losing it ignites
It stays there throughout school
Then there’s all this imperfection and pain in the world
And the only thing that fixes it is the very thing that causes it
Love is the only perfect gift on the planet
But if we give and receive it from a damaged source, it becomes pain filled and painful, blocked, cruel, lost, mis-directed, overwhelming, mis-understood…
At worst, it dresses up as abuse – mental, physical, sexual or spiritual
When 2 people fall in love, it envelopes your insides, causing joy, ecstasy, warmth, addiction, desire, longing, kindness, insanity, inspiration, hope, happiness, thoughfulness
When the bond is damaged it dresses as mistrust, revenge, power, confusion, patience, truth and lies
When illness threatens to break its bond it dresses to fit – as care, dedication, forgiveness, pain, hurt, even what feels like hatred, loyalty, compromise, explanations, ’emotionally charged right up’ love, fear, too much, too little, perception spectacles of many different colours Read the rest of this entry
The Sea petrifies me, so I’m hopping off deck (soon)
A Sailor! As if !! (SCoff Scoff Scoff Old Chum)
So, I spotted the nearest star and spun the ship rooooond towards it
As I notice 3,000 other stars with a quick whip of the neck, worry sets in
I panic, but then look down at my T-Shirt and see ‘Keep Calm and Go West’
The Co-ordinates and/or compass points are not my forte, so I listened to the team onboard instead, they were singing a 4 part harmony of the classic Welsh anthem ‘Newport’…The Welshie solo’d the line ‘concrete jungle where dreams are made of’ and I hollered
In that sweet moment, I’d realised my buried dream of being a sea-captain! But only if the boats swim sideways…Safety People!
I know that walls aren’t what they once were
As in; they used to be a foot thick…
Which was dandy!
However, these big old walls could have changed the future forever (See broken woman to the right)
Nowadays, they are in competition with walls as thick as ice cream wafers…disguised as brick
Soon, the new housing estates will look like they are situated in the centre of a desert in the Middle East (peak of summer). The strange swirling mist that comes from heat waves, will distort the walls and the owners will put it down to the 45 degree heat…
Winter arrives; the dwellers become alarmed to see the walls still slopping around, with no heat swirls in sight, and many neighbours buying posh nets from the stall in the street
Seriously, I can hear the man snoring loud as a bleeding train, and he lives in a whole ‘nother house!!!!!!!!
At least it was only 169 words of tripe
Any comments, details, information or advice would be much appreciated, given the dynamics
The reality that is constantly showing itself to me, is far too sick and shocking for a person to take
It is entirely possible that ‘the schizophrenic card’ is at work, but my gut tells me otherwise!
Can something so ugly really have been going on? Still going on?
Dear Old Friends of Mine, I’m ready to listen and I shall be slow and meticulous in the art of ‘discernment’
For the Babies who did not ask to be born
I guess not then… and Thank God it was a story, a sick one, but just a story it was, or maybe a daydream, or the description of someone’s nightmares
A philosopher is born, not educated
A philosopher searches because of the inner turmoil they feel from first breath to last
A philosopher’s natural state is often to rest in sadness
An honest philosopher will tell you ‘I don’t know’
A deluded philosopher will eventually implode, scattering infinite possibilities into the universe
A wise philosopher changes academic direction
A foolish philosopher drowns in their own open-mindedness, where the waves hold the infinite possibilities
A philosopher confirms nothing and questions everything
A philosopher was not destined for a life on earth
And takes an entire lifetime to find the warmth of home
Author – Unknown
Always and Forever
A poem tells a story, but the words present themselves a new in prose
Always and Forever
A poet is a soul who is torn and lost
Always and Forever
Poetry adds invisibility and ambiguity to every word chosen
Always and Forever
A poem is inspired by two things…regret or pain
Always and Forever Read the rest of this entry
I would be extrememly grateful for any opinions you have on this dear readers, as I want to take this to my NHS trust in the hope some of the ideas and viewpoints are viable… the goal being to improve service to patients, and to give professionals more confidence and room to utilise their unique ways of caring, leading to a higher sense of satisfaction for all involved.
Its a bit messy and not the finished draft, but pre-tweek, i’d soooooooo appreciate your views if you have some time to read it. Danke Danke 🙂
The number’s for the numbered points have disappeared in the copy and paste transfer…as have all the references! I’m sure we all know why, anyhoo, the main bones are here!
Good Doctors are never forgotten. Good practice changes lives. Poor practice can destroy them.
Anxiety, Mental Illness & Ethics for Change
Guidance to Treat Anxiety alongside other Mental Health Issues – For Primary & Secondary Care Workers
1. The True Scale of Anxiety in ‘Mentally Ill Patients’
2. Anxiety Kills!
3. A Safe Place is Vital…
4. The Things We All Feel When Were Mentally Unwell
5. Simplify and Believe. When Will The Culture of Distrust Dissolve?
6. The Questionnaire
7. 6 Ways to Nurture Hope…
8. 6 Things We Will Do For You (Immediately)
9. 6 Weeks Alone – Mind The Gap
10. 6 Steps to Great Care – Back to Basics…
11. No More Double Standards – Say Goodbye To Stigma
Guidance to Treat Anxiety alongside other Mental Health Issues – For Secondary Care Worker Read the rest of this entry