Medicated Memories…I’m Everything Without Contents!

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I’m angry without the anger

I care with flatlined clichéd pity

Without others I could slip by, abandoned

What is a soul without memories

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In solace I know I’ve been stolen

Repressing all that makes me

Pushing away my spirited version of chatter

Sitting firmly on top of rusty springs

Bearing heavy….Heavy on the heart

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Bring me back, she hollers

The echo bounces off empty grey walls

Others are miles from my destination

They live, breathe, carry on without disease

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I rot, I exist, I sit and I watch

I no longer feel, all’s left is knowing

I just know now, just know it all

I’m angry without the anger

I’m sad without the sad

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Supressed, altered, deceased in the head

Life runs around me, it moves whilst I’ve stopped.

I stopped. You all flowed

A world full of vibrant uniques

A me with nothing to give in the centre

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Desire lies in past versions

Wants and needs dissipate as the medicine draws close

I love without need

I exist without want. Now…

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Now. Every now of every moment

Passes by without me

In solitude I bleed

In solitude I grieve

I’m everything without contents…

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About Littlebeut333

'Random Spillages from a Reportedly Strange mind’… Hello all :) I’m Dawny, the littlest of the Beuts..and my brain spillage content varies from the profoundly philosophical, to utter bilge ://…Life is my inspiration. I write about friends, love, the soul, society, shrinks, people, labels, home, mothers, perfect moments, dirty politicians, music, pain, beauty, women, religion, god, mental health, the demise of humanity!!! etc…hence the ‘random’. All spilled through the eye of my ‘ever musing, slightly philosophical mind’. Although I write mostly for enjoyment, and to empty my oh so busy head; sharing my snippets appeals to me, and I also love reading the thought trails of others. I would be most chuffed if anyone comes across my page and has a browse (and if you do, thanks in advance). I guess the biggest compliment would be if, for you, my rambles are either :- slightly different from the norm, enjoyable, amusing, unenjoyable, and/or thought/emotion provoking. Whatever them thoughts or emotions might be…The good, the bad, the ugly..and everything in between!! ;)… I accidently fell in love with writing a while ago, and from that time, my inspiration has come solely from lifes varied encounters, feelings, knowledge, memories and thoughts. Welcome to my archives, to some sections of my mind :0 Dawny

6 responses »

  1. Hey chats a lot, thanks so much for your complimwent on my page 🙂 I’m honoured to know that someone thinks its awesome, soi thankyou for sharing the love and making my day…Luv Dawny 🙂

  2. Ok! This has to be the longest gap between a comment and a reply ever! For that I am very sorry! Just wanted to say thanks back at ya for showing my page some love (eons ago lol)…Luv Dawny 🙂

  3. Thanks Mum…so much, I’mn sorry my mental illness causes you so much pain. My heart lifted when I read that I still bring you joy! Love you soooooooooo much!!!! Mwah xxx

  4. Oh dawn that makes me so sad,I am so sorry that you feel the world is passing you by,we don’t see your pain,but we revel in the joy you bring into our lives,even though you feel that you have no worth I can assure you that you do,I love you darling mumxxxx

  5. I really like this! Especially the line “Now. Every now of every moment Passes by without me.” Thanks for showing love to my page.

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